Shooting star a sign or did I manifest it?

Long story short, I’ve been manifesting him through certain ways. I’ve done robotic affirmations, the o method, and recently started to fall asleep to subliminal. I’ve seen angel numbers for months, done a sweetener jar spell (I’m a baby witch and after research saw that manifesting and this jar can go hand and hand and it doesn’t back fire or mess with free will just basically opens a line of communication). I’ve asked for specific signs and received it almost immediately. But this is new.

He’s moving out of state so we took a short trip to the mountains to star gaze a bit. While we were there, I thought I saw a faint shooting star. To myself I thought, it was be so cool to see one with him. About five minutes later we did. He said “look a shooting star” and I said “omg did you see that.” I’ve never had anything happen like that before. But I’m worried I manifested the shooting star instead of this being a sign. At first it made me feel at peace, like we were on the right track, but then I started doubting. He’s moving states, I wanted to see a shooting star.

The thing is we have way too many weird experiences. I’ve dreamed of him and a family member arguing and woke up to screenshots of their texts arguing. We’ve had sleep paralysis on the same nights. I’ll be feeling intimate things and he’ll text me saying he’s feeling the same way. I just don’t know anymore. And I’m not going to lie, sometimes I lose hope but I really do try hard to stay positive about us. But now that he’s a whole state away, I’m struggling. He just started his trip this evening and it’s going to be hard for me to see him. Part of me accepts maybe I never will again but then I start thinking that I can’t let that happen. Like I’ve even looked up plane tickets for next month and have visualized so many times going out there to see him.

I think I just need some advice and positive words guys

Update - yes this is my ex I forgot to mention that but we are also best friends. We broke up because I wasn’t stable but now I’m in therapy and am really working on myself. I was depressed and suicidal and it was just hard on us but I’m getting better!